Here's What I KNOW

First, I absolutely, unequivocally have to address that I KNOW very few things. I am, to use a super old-school phrase, flying by the seat of my pants here. I don't like absolutes. There are too many variables, too many options, too many factors at play in life as we know it now. One of my sticking points as an intuitive is that my readings are based off the MOST CURRENT ENERGY and LIKELY PATH if nothing changes. I will never tell you that something is going to happen at exactly 3:12pm on September 18th, 2029 or whatever because what you do the second you leave our session, can drastically alter than timeline. (also TIME -- remind me to post about THAT insane rabbit hole soon. sheesh.)

So, saying all that...I do KNOW certain things.

I KNOW this is what I'm meant to do.

I KNOW my path is messy and will not make sense to a LOT of people. Hell, it won't make sense to ME half the time.

I KNOW we were led to each other.

I KNOW we're soul family.

I KNOW I'm never going to feel fully-confident in my work. I refuse to give anything less than my best to you, and for me, I will always question if I could have been more clear, or worded information clearer, or was too blunt. Part of my work is to continually grow. I will never be complacent.

And I KNOW that as I was tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep tonight, it was because I was meant to dive in right now, full steam ahead, without giving myself time to "work it all out".

It was 12:48am.

The EXACT time I was born.

On the 12th. (which is my birth DAY - not month).

I believe in signs. I believe Spirit is always talking to me. Even if I've been trying to ignore her for awhile now. (Don't worry - I'll tell you why soon. But the short answer is because, like you, I'm human.) I believe the universe had to get my attention somehow, and it KNEW that would do it.

Okay, so here's the weird instructions I was given:

- schedule an intuitive reading for yourself (led to a specific reader)

- daily card pulls

- embrace your wavy hair (wtf? its barely wavy and this seems like a waste of time.)

- stop second-guessing yourself and just do it. You're going to mess up, get over it.

I decided to do a quick little 3 card spread for myself, and damn, if the universe wasn't universing all over the place, confirming everything I just was told, with information coming at me so fast it was making my head spin. So, I guess you could say things are getting pretty serious.

Ready or not (gulp), here we go again.