Wait, I created this?

Let me tell you about the moment my brain practically exploded. There I was washing dishes in my kitchen sink, listening to Dolores Cannon talk about the New Earth. My mind was already in hyperdrive, trying to absorb everything she was saying with my sweet little human mind. (There is a reason she calls it “mind-candy” - I felt like I knew all this, and yet, my human brain couldn’t fully remember - like it was cloudy and trying to break free - does that makes sense?) Anyway, I’m standing there - elbows deep in soapy water - and she says, “Everything that is in your life, it’s there because YOU created it, YOU put it there.” And it was like it all just clicked. I chose this life. Every single bit of it. I decided who I would meet, what I would learn, what my life path was….everything. I chose all of it - I decided what I would tolerate, who I would let into my life, whether I would be happy or sad, or fit or overweight. Whether I would be patient and understanding or snippy and judgemental….every tiny choice was because of me. I created it.

And the most amazing part of all of this was - if I created it, I could change it. I created all of this- why couldn’t I create what I really truly wanted? Why couldn’t I be the very best version of myself? Why couldn’t I live the life I’d always dreamed of? Why was I choosing to create a mediocre, or even a good life, when I could just as easily create an incredible life?

My mind started racing at all the possibilities this opened up. I never had to worry about finances again - I would just create opportunity. I never had to worry about my relationships - I would just create love. I was the common denominator here. No matter what happened in my life - I could create the life I loved. I could choose at any moment to have a good day, or to choose understanding, or to live in abundance. The only person holding me back, was me. Realizing this one fact alone has completely changed my life. Try it - it might just change yours too.